This morning my heart felt a little heavy, but I kept on about my day. I got a text from a friend about a young

I got a text today about a friend having a baby. I’m not going to lie I started to cry within seconds so I’m glad

All in my feelings today. I get ready for church, and I believe I went through every piece of clothing I have in my closest.

Through the night I had cramps that I knew all too well. I told myself just sleep through them you are fine. Everything is fine.

I’m all over the place right now. We are pregnant. I cried for the baby we lose and because I don’t feel joy, I’m terrified.

I decided to start on this day, not sure why. I’m not the best at writing, spelling or any of this so this should be