I got a text today about a friend having a baby. I’m not going to lie I started to cry within seconds so I’m glad it was text and not a phone call. Though I’m so happy for her my heart sunk. I had my first miscarriage in September 2024 and well I have no words what it felt like. November 2024 was a my second miscarriage and it sent me in a depressive state, I felt numb and just closed off from the world, A world that seems so lonely. It a hidden heart break. A pain you go through alone. I wish more people talked about it. I hope if of you are going through this that you reach out because you shouldn’t be alone. I will continue to try to grow our family and continue to pray.